JUST when I had given up all hope of ever ovulating, my God showed his sense of humor and churned my ovaries hardcore. I honestly feel like my body ovulated 3 times... perhaps once for every cycle that my body had forsaken me.
I had just gotten home from the hospital from visiting my friend who had her beautiful sweet baby girl when I started feeling like someone had reached inside my stomach, grabbed a handful of my ute, and twisted. If I hadn't known better, I would have sworn AF was going to show her ugly ass. But then, lo and behold, I go pee and see EWCM... (sorry if this grosses you out. My TMI censor had been removed.) WTF, in all the months I tried to get KU with A I never saw that glorious EWCM. Never. I thought that was my problem, I took all kinds of supplements that are supposed to increase it and choked down green tea and nothing ever helped. I haven't been doing any of that shiz bc I was so freaking tired of the stress of it all. Anyway I tell DH that it seems as though I could maybe possibly be ovulating and needless to say, he was looking forward to what would come. :) I was laying in bed, chatting with my hottass friends and H had fallen asleep when I remembered that I had ONE OPK left. Normally, you are supposed to hold your pee for 4 hours before you test. Believe me, this is no easy task, especially when you drink as much water as I do. Anyway it had only been like 20 minutes since I had relieved myself and I decided to try anyway. And what do you know, I get *just enough* out to dip the little stick into. 3 minutes later and I am holding a pee stick with a digital happy face instead of the traditional empty circle I have grown so accustomed to. So, needless to say, we did the deed.
Now the waiting begins. I never thought I would be so glad to see the 2WW. Even if I don't get KU this cycle, I am so happy and relieved that I freaking ovulated! Hopefully my next cycle won't last 4 months, though. I finally ovulated on day 103... yes, you read that right, one hundred and effing three loooong days. So now, the 2WW doesn't seem like such a big deal when I waited 103 days to even ovulate. What's another 2 weeks?
As for the symptom tracking, I am now 4 DPO and am extremely emotional. This probably is totally insignificant as it's not totally out of the ordinary for me to have teary days... but hey, for the sake of getting my hopes up, we'll say that this is a "symptom"
Anywho, if you are the praying kind, please pray that I am KU and please say two prayers for my friends that are having trouble getting pregnant.
Peace and Love
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