I believe in all my months of TTC, 7 with Ashton, and this is my second cycle, 4th month trying, I have NEVER waited this long to test. I am now 11DPO and I usually would have already tested on 10DPO *just in case* I was one of those lucky ones who got an early BFP. This time, I'm either waiting until 14 or 15DPO. I bought a pack of 3 pee sticks tonight and I was rushing home to take one, but I talked myself out of it. Then I decided I would test first thing in the morning but I have already talked myself out of that as well... I just don't feel pregnant at all and don't want to see a negative test. I've seen at least 15 this "cycle" and I don't want to see another. I am hoping and praying that I am KU, but even with all perfect conditions and perfect timing, you only have a 25% chance of conceiving and I'm not optimistic that I am in that 25%. If I'm not, I am truly happy that I even ovulated, but worried at the same time that my next cycle will be as long and stressful.
Sorry I'm a Debbie Downer tonight!
Peace and Love
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